But I have good reason, I promise.
I was busy doing my experiment that I was going to start writing about.
Ok. So here it is. (suspense)
I'm going to write about my experiences during a 40 day love journey.
Are you surprised? Are you scared? Are you mad that this is all I'm going to be talking about?
I don't care what you are, to be honest. I know that's not polite to say, but, hey, this is my blog and I need to go on a love journey.
In all honesty, my marriage is hard. Not bad, not great, just hard. I need more...everything. Basically, when Mike Herrera sang "More laughter, more tears, more praises, more cheers, more kissin' in the car, more staring at the stars, more colors outside the lines, more undivided time....more everything in all the ways you are." A long quote, but the right one.
That's what I need. "More everything in all the ways you are"
I find it unfair to have personal expectations that rest solely on another individual. I don't (and shouldn't) expect him to fulfill my completely, but I do want to get the absolute most from my marriage. I feel like right now...I'm just not. So, to get more, I'm journeying for love.
What I'm going to do is love my husband, in different ways, for 40 days and hope that it makes me an all around better person...and helps our relationship...and blah blah blah.
I'm two days in to my love fest, but I'm needing to do the first task for more than one day. Hahaha
I'll write about it later, I guess....
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